Monday, September 30, 2013

Homecoming day 1: Monopoly Monday

    Hello hello everyone!  If you take a gander at that there title, you'll see it's homecoming week meaning each day is a new theme.  Today was Monopoly Monday but that's not the most important thing.  Noooo you see today was rather hectic and odd.  In the morning. my mother realized it was the last day to turn in senior picture.  I had to
   1.)  Have my grandmother drive me to school
   2.)  Get mom's keys and drive home
   3.)  Find our photo album to get a childhood picture of me
   4.)  Find my laptop and charger and an unused CD
   5.)  Put on some pantyhose and a coat cause it was way colder than i expected
   6.)  Return to school, pick the picture, burn it to the disk, and watch as mom picked a humiliating childhood pic
   7.)  Run to the yearbook room only to find out she had a class
   8.)  Return between my 3rd and 4th class to give her pictures
     
   So......that was fun.  At lunch, my friends and i were all dressed up so we took some pictures for you guys!  I'll post my outfit everyday!  When i got home though, i finally received a package i've waited for since June: my girls' state stuff.  I ordered a picture and CD of all the girls' state picture and the power point so you guys might get to see some of those!  In fact, i have 2 for you today!  This will be a very picture-y week, but you guys seem to like that!  Onward!

Couldn't get it to flip -_-

full outfit
Jeremy, Myranda, myself, and Joellen all looking rather dapper.
Also, it looks like that plant is coming out of my head...

Although i hated Girls State, i loved these girls.  We were put into cities and this was mine.  From left to right we have in circle, our wonderful councilers Dorothy, Yuri, and Jamie.
In the boxes are the girls who really became my best of friends with Deanna in the top left going to Nina in the bottom left, then Taylor, myself, and my epic room mate Erica who was generous enough to buy me sheets and put up with my stupid sleep schedule.  


And then EVERYONE!!!  You'll notice my friends Stephanie (from Ywic!) and Darci off to the left and the rest of us in the middle.  
      If any of you are some Girls state girls i forgot to mention, it's truly just because i've stayed most in contact with these girls.  Feel free to contact me because i'd love to hear from you all again!  Although Girls State was stressful, tiring, and over all rather depressing for me, these friends made that experience worth something and i love you guys so much <3  

   Thanks everyone for reading and i'm sure you'll be seeing more of these as i actually look at the pictures XD  Night!!!


Sunday, September 29, 2013

Coulsoooonnnn

    So today was another nice day of relaxation.  I watched the Avengers then the Agents of SHIELD followed by some Danny Phantom and Tarzan and now Shrek.  It's been one of those days where you just lay back and re-read a webcomic for the fourth or fifth time (in this case, Twokinds.  Not recommended for people under 17).  I don't have a lot to say.  I know i've been promising a X and Y hopes post and i hope to get that up by next sunday so it's RIGHT before the release.  Also, i have yet to finish White 2 but i will start up X when i get it and see what's up!  I'll label it spoilers if you guys want me to.  Some other stuff to mention is my schedule getting tighter.  I may have to take some Calculus tutoring so we'll have to see what's up with my schedule ok guys?  Worst case scenario is i put up longer posts when i can or short posts later at night.
    That's it for me tonight yall!  Talk to you all tomorrow!!!  <3
Source 
I thought this the whole time XD

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Hollow Hiddles

  Today was a nice day of relaxing and catching up on my shows, including the Hollow Crown staring my lovely Loki.  I really love it so far and can't wait to watch the next parts.  I really don't have all that much to discuss ssooooo....g'night everyone!
......sup?

Friday, September 27, 2013

Pokemon news part god knows how many (5)

   Today was over all not that interesting.  I had a depressing day of feeling left out and hated in choir again but over all they day sort of seeped into the others.  Today i might try doing a beta test of recording Spelunky except this time splitting it into short videos rather than a long one like last time plus doing it on my good camera that supposedly films in 1080p.  We'll see.  You guys have to understand it's hard for me to write everyday so i hope long post like yesterday make up for it.  If you guys have any suggestions or questions, feel free to submit them!!
   I'll try to do my Pokemon Hopes post but of course, there is more info.  Please watch and enjoy guys!  The other posts are all listed and linked to on the last post.  

   My thoughts?
   Doublade- I gotta love the pink and the sheildy look but...another 2 part Pokemon?  I hope this is it's final evolution not evolving again to add a 3rd sword -_-
   EXP Share-  EPIC!!!!!!  SO FRICKIN EXCITED!!!
If you look really closely at about 1:10, you can read some other new JWittz doesn't address.  I'd specifically like to point out 3, 4, and 8+9
   3- Breeding has been adjusted.  One thing i've always liked but never understood was breeding.  Back in my Gold, Silver, and Crystal handbook, it had a guide to breeding that i kind of sort of used but never really understood and since then, it has changed a lot.  I hope the breeding has become easier or more clear as to what can breed with what and maybe i'll talk more about this in my hope's video.
    4-Ghost types can freely leave battle.  I think this is extremely clever and a nice touch.  Well played Gamefreak
   8+9- Now...back to Mega Evolution....  They say it's based off a Pokemon's look, popularity, and game balance.  I hope this still means some less popular guys like say...stantler and giraffarig show up....  Next up is the fact that they're supposed to be like legendaries and this worries me.  I felt like gen 5 had SO MANY LEGENDARIES in such a way that...they didn't feel as special.  I always love the game's idea of having usually a trio and a main legendary.  First, the bird trio and mew and mewtwo.  Second, the beast (dog?) trio with lugia and ho-oh with celebi and technically the unknowns i guess.  Third had quite a few legendaries, with the main ones being the elemental trio plus deoxys, jirachi,latias and latios, and the golemn trio.  Gen 4 came back with the lake trio and Arceus, the creation trio, with shaymin, crestelia and darkrai, manaphy and phione, and heatran.  Finally, we've had the 4 hoursemen of the----i mean the "musketeer" quad, kyurem, whit kyurem, black kyurem, reshiram, zekrom, victini, genesect, meloetta, and the weather trio.  I love every single one of these guys, i do...but i really hope that Xerneus and Yvetal plus maybe another interesting group make up for the immense number of Mega Evolution we've already seen.
   Moving on to the anime, i am SO excited for Pokemon Origins.  I really hope it lives up to the hype and i'm super glad it is essentially a movie.  I can't wait to see it!!!
   
   So that's it!  I'm off to pick up some yummy Texas Roadhouse and dissapear into Spelunky.  Bye guys!! <3
 

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Adventures with Lea: Cavities and Creativity



     Hello guys sorry i couldn't post yesterday!  I was super busy but i have a nice recap of what happened for you guys.  Yesterday i had my first ever cavity filled and decided to do a small experiment where i stayed as awake and conscious as I could to explain to people the feelings I felt and to distract myself from what was happening.  Consider this a guide to people who are getting their first cavity done and are scared and would like some tips or for people who are like me who have never had to have one done and want to know what it’s like.  Plus, it’s illustrated on my laptop by hand in MS paint during a study hall class without a mouse!!!!
pretend that blob is me with the grey "aura"
   I was asked if I needed laughing gas and numbing.  I said yes to being numbed but didn’t really know about the gas.  I assume what they gave me wasn’t laughing gas seeing as I didn’t find anything funny.  They put me back with this weird nose cover on and pumped in whatever sort of gas it was.  The gas was…interesting.  It had a sort of texture if that makes any sense: like breathing in tiny grains of sand that smelled funny.  I opted to close my eyes so I didn’t see what was going on and at first felt no real effect.  I thought of my roleplay and tried to calm myself.  Soon though, even thinking about that seemed difficult.  Everything eventually went dark but still lightish with the glaring of the overhead light and I’ll try to explain everything else to the best of my ability.  First, I basically saw myself in the space as a dark figure.  From me came a sort of granular white-ish grey aura that floated about an inch above me.  The only thing I could really hear was the sound of the gas machine and the nurses (doctors?  Dentists?  I don’t know terminology don’t blame me) talking (mostly in
The ball of darkness thingy
Spanish). 


    At this point, the image with the aura seemed to go into a ball and vibrate in small motions in a diagonal pattern from top left to bottom right.  The grey aura followed it mixed with a bit of yellow assumedly from the light.  The orb slowly expanded and I felt 2 more form on each of my cheeks.  The orbs sort of formed a dome of darkness around me from my forehead to my cheek/nose.  Then I felt as if I was spinning clockwise feet first for a while.  At first, i felt very light with the grey-ish aura but soon began to feel very heavy as if I couldn't move.  Finally, I stopped spinning back into my position and let me say this doesn't feel like the kind of spinning that makes you want to puke
The darkness over my cheeks+forhead
and more like a slow ride on a Disney teacup (but who goes slow on those things?  It’s all abut spinning till you feel like you want to die!)  Once I stopped, I could tell the rest of the room was still there seeing as I was spatially aware, but it was all dark because of the little dark dome over my eyes.  This is where I started to lose track of time.  It had felt already like 30 minutes and I was seriously considering taking a nap.  I decided to test if I was actually still in my own body by moving one hand, one foot, the other foot, and the
other hand in that order on command and was able to but felt…weird as if I could see it even in the dark.  I also felt cold on half my body but I think that was just because the office itself was cold in general and I for some reason didn’t wear a coat like a fool.  Although it had felt like 30 minutes already, it was probably more around 5 or 10 seeing as they hadn’t even started the treatment yet.
            Finally, the dentists started to work.  Now, I do suggest that you do NOT take a nap seeing as they will ask you questions.  At one point, when testing my hands and feet, they asked if I was alright because I probably looked ridiculous twitching all over the place.  I was somehow awake enough to nod and such to tell them I wasn’t having a seizure and was just derping about in my mind place.  Here, they grabbed my gums or whatever they did and inserted a needle to numb me.  This is precisely why I wasn’t looking but I could still feel it because I, (like Goku) hate needles.  It didn’t “hurt” per say but felt really weird.  It felt like the needle was going in way past my gums deep into my mouth and that then my gums became a sort of mountain.  The needle seemed to go all the way through and into my mouth and then out slowly.  It was the most uncomfortable moment during the whole thing but after it, it was pretty much ok.  I zoned out to listen to the machine and myself talking to avoid the sound of the tools. 
I can't do 3D space guys....i...i cant.  And i have way too many teeth...
            Worried about the drilling?  Well really, it feels like when they use cold water on your teeth except almost inside them.  It was uncomfortable but my body felt so helpless I felt sort of powerless against it.  Now, normally, I resist any sort of situation in which I feel powerless due to fear of something bad happening but either the gas or just my own subconscious seemed to make it not seem like a big deal.  I just let them do what they had to do and let myself relax.  What do I suggest if you’re scared of this part?  Well this would be an ok time to nap although they did ask me if I was feeling nauseous which leads me to assume some people might.  I, however, felt fine.  Otherwise, talk to yourself.  I found it difficult to focus on my roleplay so I instead repeated to myself each experience so I could remember what to write for you all.  Perhaps try thinking of a song in your head or what you’re going to do after or just ease into the sound of the air rather than the drill. 
            I had no real sense of time so I’m not sure how long this phase lasted but when they finally told me to start to waking up, it was about 45 minutes after I had come to the office.  They gave me a few minutes to sit there and wake up before I had to go to the front desk to finish up.  The numbed part of my mouth felt weird but I could still talk and actually even sing (poorly).  I was even awake enough to write the notes into my phone and take some picture for you guys!  I couldn’t really feel that part of my mouth (or my nose for that matter) for the rest of the day.  By the last class I looked almost all the way normal and seemed fine but I was a little peeved that I gave a presentation in my 2nd class with my face still derpy.  Also, worst feeling ever is knowing your nose is stuffed but not being able to blow your nose because your nose is numb.  It sucks. 

           After school, i went to Hobby Lobby to get stuff for my Link cosplay.  I got gold chain and fabric,
some faux leather and boxes for my item pouches, and a Wolverine PEZ dispenser.  I like it cause when i eat the PEZ i feel like a vampire ^^.  I love PEZ.  I love them.  So much.    
            So that’s really it for my experience!!  That was a ridiculous amount to try and explain.  Tonight I also have an award ceremony for my school for having above a 3.5 GPA like we do every year so I hope these long posts with alliterated titles make up for my missing days!  You guys know I love yall and I hope to be productive and get posts up for you all.  I think at the beginning of October I’ll have 3 polls: 1 about doing videos, 1 about color schemes, and the last about long posts sometimes vs. short posts everyday!  I think i may do some incentive award such as "if i get at least 10 votes on each poll, i'll post something super cool" that i'll figure out later.  Also, if I get to 5,000 views, I will do a draw my life video!!  Most people do it at 50 K subscribers but I doubt that is in my near future so…tell your friends about this page!  Share, +1, vote, comment, all that great stuff if you like my content!  Don’t forget to follow my blog to see when I update!!  <3                   

P.S. Like dentist stories?  Like funny things?  Read Hyperbole and a Half who i just realized has a semi-similar and way funnier post!!!!
Taken in the choir room ^^

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

My Fantasies

     A lot of people i notice are doing TMI Tuesday.  Most of theirs are pretty vulgar though so today i thought i'd tell you about myself but something cute instead.  Today, i'll talk about my wedding fantasies, my girly side, my videogames and guilty pleasures, and other fun stuff in a serious of small confessions.  Guys, feel free to skip the girly stuff but honestly it's not all that girly and you're all the more manly for reading it ;)  Be sure to at the very least read the closing statements of the last paragraph.
    As a kid, i never had wedding fantasies where as most girls were talking about their families and what sort of dress they wanted.  During my tomboy stage i didn't like the idea of a wedding however i imagined myself married to Seto Kaiba or Vegeta or any character i was particularly interested in.  Now however, after growing up a bit, i've realized a few things.  What is my fantasy?
   I want to be proposed to with a Pokeball and Nenya as my engagement ring (or Aragorn's ring).  I want my wedding itself to be elvish themed and very earthy.  After that, i want the reception to be Sleeping Beauty themed along with tastefully nerdy references scattered about.  I want to dance with a man who is willing to wear puffy sleeves and waltz to the Sleeping Beauty Waltz as our first song and use lighting to make my dress appear to change colors.  I may also ask either my bridesmaids or flower girls and maybe also the groomsmen to wear red, green, and blue to be the fairies.   Why share this with you?  Well after dress shopping with my sister seeing as both my sisters are marrying next year, i let my inner girl out and decided to share with you all.  Honestly, i still haven't had my first kiss.  It's been 3 years since my last boyfriend and i get overly jealous of my friends when they're dating and i'm not.
   You all know me as a Pokemon loving, Spelunky playing, X-Men fan-fiction writin' nerd, but that doesn't mean i'm not a girl.  I like dresses;  in the words of Youngster Ben and a Lady in Humilau City"they're comfy and easy to wear."  I like accessories even if i only wear my necklace.  I liked barbies (although they often married my power rangers) and my little ponies back in the day when they were still obese and crappy looking and weren't toys for college guys....  I love princess movies and Disney stuff and i might even be going to see Disney on Ice: Rockin' Ever After next week.
   My "guilty pleasure" i guess you could say is playing a game as small and crappy as Spelunky when everyone else is playing Skyrim or maybe listening to...(please don't kill me) Katy Perry and i don't hate 1 Direction.  I think they're music is cute and fun.  What do i think of the band?  I couldn't care less.  What do i think of the die-hard fans?  Crazy as hell.  I've probably put twice as much time into Spelunky and Clash of Heroes as Skyrim or Oblivion. I act like a gamer although i've never beaten the vast majority of my games aside from Assassin's Creed.  I fully intend on dressing up as a pirate to buy Black Flag.  I have a full Chell cosplay in my closet that i wore to sing "Radioactive" by Imagine Dragons at the school concert last year.  I may be dressing up as Link from Legend of Zelda for Halloween.  I have never seen a horror movie or read a horror story.  I used to have a mini-crush on Darth Maul (god knows why).
   I am extremely lazy and would rather watch people play games on Youtube than get up and do anything.  I  probably own only 50ish video games (most of which are Pokemon related) for my 6 systems (not including little kid computer games).  Speaking of little kid computer games, Barbie Ice Skating was and still is a fun
game.  I don't play Animal Crossing because i feel guilty for leaving the town for too long.  I will probably never play most of the amazing video games out there.  Although people think i'm a die-hard nerd who does her homework every night, i am the queen of procrastination and hate homework and school work in general.  I sometimes play Tetris instead of working.  I love Tetris.
    I get overly sensitive over a lot of things.  When i'm upset, i often make myself more upset by bringing up to myself how i'm still single and how i think guys hate me.  I don't believe in/understand "the friend zone" because i'd rather have guys be my friends first rather tan coming out of the blue.  I wish Pokemon had the ability to have relationships like an RPG.  I have unrealistic dreams of getting Marvel to publish a cannon Lea comic, working for Nintendo or Gamefreak, and playing Eponine in Les Miserables on Broadway.  I often (like right now) write this blog instead of doing homework or something useful.
    Ok that's enough for today guys!!  I hope you learned something about me and maybe even feel the same about somethings.  Tonight i have a choir concert so that should be fun..o and tomorrow i get my first cavity filled :(  I'm terrified.  Also, you guys have only 6 more days to vote on that poll!!  If no one has voted against it by Oct 1st, i will be putting an ad on this page and not listening to negative criticism about it.  Beginning in October, i'll put up a new poll about if you all would like to see more videos like this one except with my actually good video camera and better audio and what sort of games you'd like to see me play/how much.  Next week is homecoming and each day has a theme!
Monday-High Roller (dress up)
Tuesday-Rockband day (band shirts)
Wednesday-Wii Fit (exercise clothes)
Thursday- Nerd day (which is offensive)
Friday- Red and Blue day
   Just like the second week of this blog, i'll be posting pictures of my outfit!  Later this week i hope to post some senior pics.  This weekend, unless new news s revealed, I WILL FINALLY BE DOING MY X ANY Y HOPES POST!!!!  I'll try to get stuff up like i promise but as i say, i'm lazy.  I'm glad you all tuned in and i hope you enjoyed a nice long post!  See you all tomorrow!!!  <3                                    

Monday, September 23, 2013

Counting Stars parody

  Sorry guys im buried in homework so all i have for you today is the parody i promised yesterday but tomorrow i have a dorky thing to tell you all and stuff so here ya go as promised.  This was more just a fun thing for my friend and i and the letters represent certain characters but maybe it'll give some insight into the character personalities.

"Counting Stars"
By Thief and the cast of the roleplay


Thief:
  Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be

Mate: 
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars

Koen:
Yeah, we'll be counting stars

Jack:
I see this life
Like a swinging vine
Swing my heart across the line

Genevieve:
In my face is flashing signs
Seek it out and ye shall find

Thief: 
Old, but I'm not that old

Rahzel: 
Young, but I'm not that bold

Archer:
And I don't think the world is sold

The Council:
I'm just doing what we're told

Koen+Alric+Thief+Naron:
I feel something so right
At doing the wrong thing
I feel something so wrong
At doing the right thing

Thief:
I could lie, could lie, could lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

Thief:
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be

Rahzel:
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars

Thief+Mate:
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be

Rahzel+Koen:
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

Thief:
I feel the love
And I feel it burn

Zenna:
Down this river every turn

Xander:
Hope is a four letter word

Thief:
Make that money

Ro’kek:
Watch it burn

Thief:
Old, but I'm not that old

Razhel:
Young, but I'm not that bold

Archer:
And I don't think the world is sold

The Council:
I'm just doing what we're told

Thief+Koen+Alric+Naron:
And I feel something so wrong
At doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie

Mate:
Everything that downs me makes me wanna fly

Thief+Mate:
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be

Rahzel+Koen:
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars

Thief+ Mate+ All the men:
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be

Koen+ Rahzel+ All the ladies:
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

T+R, M+K, S+T
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned

T+R, M+K, S+T, A+S, X+Z, J+M,
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned

T+R, M+K, S+T, A+S, X+Z, J+M, K+E, N+L, Al+R
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned

T+R, M+K, S+T, A+S, X+Z, J+M, K+E, N+L, Al+R, J+J, Ja+G, E+F
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned

Thief+Mate+Rahzel+Koen
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

Thief+ Mate:
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be

Koen+ Rahzel:
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

Thief+ Mate+ All the men:
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be

Koen+ Rahzel+ All the ladies:
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

T+R, M+K, S+T
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned

T+R, M+K, S+T, A+S, X+Z, J+M,
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned

T+R, M+K, S+T, A+S, X+Z, J+M, K+E, N+L, Al+R
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned

All:
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned


Sunday, September 22, 2013

Elysium and fun stuffs

    Hey guys!  Right after i posted, we ended up going to the movie early.  I don't feel like doing a big long review but basically, it was ok.  The movie's graphics and atmosphere were very reminiscent of District 9 (A.K.A. Metamorphosis for new generation) which was really nice.  I liked the actors, i liked the over all look, and the graphics were pretty good.  The only thing that was weird were well...spoiler?  A lot of people explode and the explosions look both..real and fake at the same time....?  I can't really explained they just looked weird.  The writting wasn't spectacular but it felt real and nothing felt...out of place.  There were a couple good lines but not a lot.  As of the plot and the events, it was pretty predictable but well done.  I would recommend seeing it but it's not one i'll be buying or needing to see for a while.
   Afterwards, on my way home, i heard the amazing song Counting Stars which i recommended here.  This song actually really well fits the multiple parallel worlds and personalities the characters of the roleplay i do have to go through.  I actually sanctioned out who sang what part focusing on Thief and his wife Rahzel with Mate and her fiance Koen.  I'll post the full version tomorrow maybe because i don't want this post to be ridiculously long.  After that i went to Nonnie's for burgers and now i'm home happily typing away.  Also, i just remembered today months later that this video was posted on youtube so if you want to see more pics from YWIC, they're right here!!  Also, at 1:26 that's the walks cycle created by Stephanie for our video..  The character walking is actually Mate!!  One day i'll figure out how to post that here i swear.  To read more about my experiences with camp, check here and here.  For now, enjoy you guys!
  

Dresses and driving

    Yesterday i forced myself awake at 8 so i could spend an hour getting ready for the day.  I showered, picked some outfits, and fancied up which i never really do.  Once my sister came, it was off to my school to get some senior pics.  That's when we realized we had left the camera at home.  We drove all the way back and then to the school again.  We tried to take some pictures but the sun was right in my eyes and we then went to the botanical gardens not far away.  We got a ridiculous number of good pictures that i have to decide between and man is it going to be hard.  We then went to a building with a small pond that normally has more water but only had a tiny bit and took some pictures.  We got a small lunch from Sonic then looked at the pictures on her laptop and realized it was going to be a really hard decision.
     Next, we picked up all of her friends in my mom's pilot and headed for the bridal shop in a town about an hour away.  We ate at a place called Crave but i wasn't feeling well and didn't really feel like eating much.  The others all really liked it but i had one of their burgers and it had a Guinness sauce making it taste mostly like beer and red onions....so that was eh. We tried on a specific style of dress but i was just to big for one size and a tiny bit to small for another but the sales people were really pushy and tried to get me in the smaller size.  They were also pretty rude to some of the others and we wont be buying the dresses from there.  We finally headed home later than we intended and dropped everyone off.  We showed my parents all the pictures and picked a few good ones.  I may post some of them later if i get a hold of the camera.
    Today i'll be mainly resting and doing some homework but at 2 i'll be seeing Elysium and then going to dinner at Nonnie's.  I don't know if i'll have time to do a real in depth review but maybe i'll do a quick "recommend/don't recommend."  We'll see how i feel tonight.
    Finally, are you having a bad day? Are you sad for any reason?  Do you just want to curl up and cry?  WATCH THIS VIDEO.  I swear this is the funniest thing ever.  I can't NOT laugh XD.  I don't think there's any cursing but seriously guys watch this video!  I...i can't even.

Friday, September 20, 2013

Aragorn

   Can we all stop for a moment and realize how wonderful Aragorn is?  Not only is he kind and caring to all his friends and allies, he even spares Grima's life and extends his hand to him to help him up?  Aragorn doesn't lead Eowen on or cheat on Arwen, keeps his promises (such as not telling the elf), and is brave enough to lead his people to battle and keep hope in the face of danger: willing to die under a king who has been (actually) rather rude to him and nearly got him killed before.  Aragorn...you get an A+++ at life.  Best king ever.  You win.
Plus he's handsome too!  


Plus "it's the beards" is so frickin hilarious.

(2 posts today guys wooooooo...)

I'm done

   Hey everyone....today was full of disappointment and unhappiness but i'll try to just summarize and not get all emotional and boring.  Let's just recap my day aye?
   Period 1:  Teacher was gone so nothing too bad
   Period 2:  Teacher was gone so i worked really hard last night on the 80 notecards for nothing
   Period 3:  I finished my assignment about The Two Towers and am waaaayy ahead still
   Period 4:  Math.  I am behind 1 assignment and really scared of the next text.  Thank God he doesn't care about lateness
Yuuuummmmmmmm
   Lunch:     We had planned to have a big lunch with our friend but discovered she is still out of town.  We instead went ahead and bought 2 pizzas for the 4 of us anyway.  We ate a lot but shared some with our "brother table."  3 freshman kids tried to bribe us for our pizza, one for the SECOND TIME after we already told him to leave us alone last week.  We would normally feel bad, but the truth is we all pitch in.  Every week, someone else would buy a pizza.  We try to keep it equal and it's important to us (or well, was last year, we haven't gotten back into it this year.)  However, one friend's little brother who is actually taller than all of us an a freshie this year, came to our rescue and shooed the others away like a total boss.  We have thus declared him the guardian of the table and gave him and his lady-friend a slice each as payment.
  Period 5:  Today was finally the call backs for our class play.  As i think i mentioned in this post, i helped one of the mean girls with her monologue when we auditioned the monologues last week.  Today was cold readings.  I was called back for a lead in the female version of The Odd Couple.  My scene included the less mean girl as the other lead and other friends of mine in the other roles.  The theater teacher tried to comfort everyone telling us it wasn't just a play about 2 people and everyone had at least one line but a few people wouldn't even be cast.  I tried my best at the cold reading i really did.  He told us the cast list would be up at the end of the day and i thought to myself maybe i would finally get a lead.  Last year, i was also called back in the school play Secret Garden as the lead, Mary, but given at first a part without a single line and after another actress dropped out after not liking her part, Lt. Wright.  Every time i try for a lead i get so close and then suddenly get dropped down to nothing for no apparent reason although my teacher keep insisting to me that i'm a great actress,
  Period 6:  Worked on the color scheme of my web page thing.
  Period 7 and 8:  Sang and stuff and started to not feel well.  For the millionth time, the girl next to me put hr stuff where i sit and then was mad when i moved it to be able to sit.  Plus i found out that apparently, All State, which my friend has been basically forcing me to do so she can have a buddy, turns out to be over $100.  I'm really upset that that little detail was left out in all of her urging.
  After School:  After school i headed to my mom's room and gathered my things. That's when my friend (the same from the post about the bad day who accidentally told me to shut up and who i shared pizza with today) told me i got a part starting with S.  Instantly my heart sunk.  The leads are Florence and Olive.  I ran to the nearest paper and stared in disbelief.  The less mean girl was cast in the part i was called back for.  Plus, the really mean girl (who read her monologue off her phone for her audition) was cast when a few other great girls weren't.  I'm proud of my friend Elena (one of the ones who told the teacher about the bullying) got the character Olive and the boys got cast of course (since we only have 3 guys and 1 has to play a girl.)  But there i was.  Cast as Sylvia.  I...i'm not going to go into everything i felt but let me just say i am so tired of getting so close only to get denied.  I am tired.
Mend my wounds you handsome dunedain you. 

    After a lot of crying and questioning myself mixed with anger and feeling horrible about myself, i am sitting
in bed cozied up to Two Towers.  I hope my angst isn't too much for you all but you ask for me to write so i do.  Now, tomorrow i'll be going off to try on bridesmaid dresses and take my senior pictures.  Maybe if i'm happy and have time, i'll post one or two.  That's it for me tonight guys i really need a break after this.  I love you guys and thank you so much for being here and making me smile when i see that massive view count!  <3           

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Pokemon X and Y part 1: section 4 -_-

   I'll just never been done with these will i?  Today we have some MORE news!  First of all, you should check back on my other X and Y news posts here, here, here, and here.
     So if you did read this post, you'll have met our adorable fossil Pokemon and let me say i really like these evolutions.  I feel like they flow right (although the T-Rex looks like he has a beard and the other looks a bit...sad?) and are lovely designs.  I especially like the way the T-Rex looks in the 3D which i've previously critisized.  I stick with my view that it looks a bit...derpy but eh.  Moving on, i'm VERY happy that Gen 6 wont be Mega Evolving.  As i've discussed, some designs are a bit weird and personally, i'd prefer straight up evolutions but it's nice to see love for older Pokemon.  Also, THANK GOD we get EXP for catching Pokemon.  I always found it upsetting that my poor Pokemon fought their butts off to help me catch something and then didn't get anything for it!  This is super exciting for me.
   Next up let's move to the cards and anime.  I LOVE the fairy type card design.  I think it's pretty and want it in my deck.  I think i'll probably wait until the official release and maybe save up for the next Elite Trainer Box so i can maybe get some of those energy in bulk.  This does make me ask though, will we be seeing a lot of these energy in packs?  When i was younger i remember the energy being as common as pokemon and trainer cards.  Today, the only ones you really see in packs are Plasma and special energies.  I've also always had a problem getting enough of said energy so we'll see.  As of the anime...i stopped watching sometime into the Sinnoh region.  I ust lost interest especially because Ash just seemed to get weaker and weaker and boring.  I have high hopes and might give this season a try just to see what's up.  For those of you who miss the original series, it's actually on everyday at 4:30 MST on Boomerang (a CN channel full of older TV shows like Dexter's Lab and Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends i.e. a nostalgic punch to the face).
    So....this adds more to me to hope for so....we'll have to see if more news springs up.  As of me, i have a TON of homework to do so see you all tomorrow!!  Night guys!!!! <3      

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Bilbo on the Normandy

This is sadly all i have for you today.  I wore my N7 shirt and now little Bilbo is taking a nap.  I had a semi-average day with nothing accept my skillz in Web design being interesting soooo....I did get some Sonic for dinner!  Yum ^^   Now i'm about to do some Calculus BC homework, watch some Dexter's Lab, and rest up so....bye guys!  This weekend i'll be taking my senior pictures as well as trying on bridesmaid dresses for my sister's wedding so...if i do post the X and Y hopes it'll probably be....Sunday or one day i feel exceptionally energetic.  Maybe Friday?  Anyway, that's it guys!! Later!  <3

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Hiddles-raptor

So.....hi guys.  Sorry for the amount of angst in yesterday's post.  Today was...really boring actually so.....have a Hiddles-raptor!!!

Monday, September 16, 2013

Bad day and Lamprey

   So this morning started pretty average.  I had a pretty good first too classes.  In fact, in my 3rd period, web design, i finished a project in one class period that took everyone else 3 periods so i was pretty proud of myself.  At lunch, one friend went off to get pizza and another went to get cheaper drinks at McDonald's.  Well, i had already sent money with pizza friend to get me a rootbeer as per the norm.  However, i didn't read my phone and missed a text from drink friend asking if i wanted a drink from McD's.  This resulted in me getting 2 rootbeers even though i didn't ask XD.  That was pretty awesome for me.  Then the day went instantly down hill.
    My class after lunch is theater: generally one of my favorite classes.  We did "cold readings" and my partners and i were fine so there was nothing really wrong with that.  The trouble came in playing games.  There is a particular game we play called mafia in which 3 people are designated as mafia, 2 as cops, and 1 as a doctor.  The goal is not to tell people who you are and (if your mafia) kill all the citizens and (if your citizens) to find the mafia and vote them out before they win.  I wont explain the whole game because im sure someone has put it up on the internet at some point.  Generally, i'm used to playing this game with my friends and we all can kind of tell when each other are lying and it's mainly just fun.  Today though, it wasn't.  Why?  Because i was repeatedly called a dumba**, a f***ing moron, and other things.  This happens basically every time i play it in this new class because of these 2 girls.  These 2 girls are apparently sophomores who have decided to be the most obnoxious they can be.  They talk when people present, don't prepare their stuff, etc etc etc.  I've tried to avoid them and mainly stay with my 2 close friends in the class along with basically everyone but them.  I was actually paired with the less mean one for our auditions for the class play and gained a little respect for her when she asked me for advice, took it, and preformed really well.  However, her friend is intolerable.  Her friend talks about me behind my back and constantly says stuff like what i already said above to me and the others.  She acts like its funny but just glares at us.  Today, as we played, they both repeatedly said these things to me.  My teacher tried to get them to stop as he does every time, but it didn't work.  I knew it wasn't to be mean or anything, but i was even told to shut up by one of my close friends and the other wasn't there today to help me.  I don't really blame him but it was just another grain of salt in an open wound.  It reminded me a lot of back in middle school when i was bullied but much worse.  You can probably tell by now but i'm extremely sensitive and especially about these certain things as it seems these are what people always default to when insulting me.  Younger me would probably have burst into tears or maybe even a fit of rage right there and then, but i just messed with my necklace, kept playing, and ignored it.  At the end of class, as we stacked chairs, i muttered under my breath and caught the attention of a few of my friends.  They said i wasn't the only one feeling the way i was and that i should address the teacher and i know i should....but the same had happened to me back in year one and so many times in my life in general, i was trying to just become callous towards it: not be that "tattle tail."  Plus, i was half afraid that if she found out she'd beat me senseless.  I walked away, alone, to choir.
      I have never felt so loved in choir.  You all know from previous posts i feel alienated and distant and generally only talk to my best friend but of course, she wasn't there today as the universe loves to make me upset.  Instead, my new alto buddies who were in a play with me last year was willing to check on me and see why i was on the verge of tears.  One gave me a hug and they agreed that they knew her and didn't like her either.  That's when my theater teacher walked in.  I jumped down from the risers, half afraid that something might be wrong.  Instead, the best thing happened.  He told me my friends had brought it up to him that she had been bullying me directly and he assured me it wouldn't happen again and he wouldn't let her do that while also giving me multiple compliments to make me feel better.  I am truly indebted to my friends and him as well.
   Afterwards, my mom and i went swimming (without realizing i left my laptop in her classroom) and talked.  I lightened up pretty quickly and began to do my normal messing around in the wave pool.  At one point, i
Isn't it ccuuuuttttteeee?????
jumped onto my mother's back and yelled "Imma lamprey!!" and forced her to walk around the current poolwith me attacked to her.  She was rather annoyed by this.  At one point i said "Imma lamprey.  I enjoy the blood of my enemies and long walks on the beach" making her laugh a bit too hard.  I then started to sing "if you like bloody coladas and getting caught in the rain!"  To which there was much more laughter and finally closed up with a "mama se mama sa ma-lamprey sa!  So then i had a bunch of math homework and finally got around to writing this blog.   I really hate ranting to you all but...this is my blog.  This is where my thoughts go (especially because some of my friends are really not all that empathetic plus many weren't there today to help me).
    To everyone else who gets bullied...who think of hurting themselves or suicide or that they're isolated and alone, i have too.  A lot goes wrong, a lot gets scary (like Mr. Lamprey there) but the truth is, you've read my blog.  You've seen how things get funny again and happy again: maybe a bit mundane, but anxieties can be if not contained then dealt with.  A lot of your friends will say "get over it" or "just ignore it" (as do mine) and we all know that doesn't work, but we all have to find a way to cope.  Mine is my blog and my roleplays and my writing!  My suggestion?  Watch Too Cute Kittens.  Seriously.  I tried being angry and crying during that show once.  DOESN'T WORK GUYS.  Allie Brosh over at Hyperbole and a Half (one of my all time favorite sites) has a great list of things to do to feel better on days like this although warning, she does cuss.  Allie herself was actually my inspiration to start a blog and her posts about her depression have really helped me find my pieces of corn.  I hope you all find yours.
      That's it for me everyone and i really hope you all check back constantly (yes even you Denmark and your strange obsession with that weird post.....).  I love you guys, i really do, and i hope i was able to make at least one person feel a bit better today...or at least helped them learn about lampreys and their lust for the blood of their enemies.  Goodnight!  <3         


UPDATE:  Wow you guys...i only posted this about 20 minutes ago and i already have +3 which for my posts is pretty good so...thank you guys a ton.  It might not be a comment or anything but it means a lot to me that you guys are out there for me.  Thank you so much!  <3           

Sunday, September 15, 2013

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Love this movie!!!!
So today i had to spen a good 4 or 5 hours shopping all over town and then doing some homework so i couldn't really get much blog-wise done.  I did however find my good camera so if you guys like what i did yesterday, i can do those with a better quality.  Did you like it?  Was it too long?  Would you like short segments?  After the current poll, that will be the next one although YOU GUYS DONT SEEM TO VOTE.  Anyway, i got my mom the latest start trek woot woot so we're going to watch that and imma take a little breaky break.  This week is homecoming so maybe i'll post pictures of my outfits like i wanted to do the second week.  So, i'll talk to you all and see you later!  Have a tribble.


Or....a Bunch?




Saturday, September 14, 2013

Surprise!! Clash of Heroes playthrough Beta (Updated)

   S you all remember my Clash of Heroes review back in July right?  Well today as a special treat, i'll be recording myself play!  I'll only be showing the screen and i don't have a proper capture devoce so i'll be using a Microsoft LifeCam attached to my laptop.  I'm sorry if the quality is poor or if it's not great, but i thought i'd show you a bit of the game play.  I'll be recording it then posting it tonight but i can do it like a livestream if you all want without the live part!  Feel free to post comments to this post that you want me to answer on the video and i'd be happy to!  I'm going to finish installing the program and start filming in about...5 minutes so get those questions ready!  I think i'll post it as an update to this post to reduce clutter on my blog soooooo check back later!!!!

UPDATE:  The video is rendering right now!  I have to say, the quality is terrible :(  Sorry guys i couldn't find my good camera.  I'd go get your headphones ready because the audio was sad too.  It's currently about 10% finished so i should have it up anytime within the hour.  Keep checking back!!!

UPDATE 2: (2:30p.m.)  I'll be uploading the video to my youtube first then putting it here so stay tuned it'll take a while!!!!

UPDATE 3:  (3:18)  O my gosh guys it looks like, according to youtube, it'll take about 7 HOURS to get the video up.  I tried putting it directly here but it didn't work.  Maybe i'll try photobucket?  We'll see guys keep checking back for updates.

UPDATE 4:  (10:37P.M.)  FINALLY after a long day of all this editting,uplading, and sighing sadly, i've got the video finished!  The audio is still crap and it's about 41 minutes long to be prepared for that.  Have your headphones on, speakers up, and share and like!!  Link here in case you can't see it well on this site.



Friday, September 13, 2013

Pokemon X and Y part 1: section 3 subsection 2?

   So today the choir took a trip to the University to practice for All State (the big choir thingy that you have to audition for).  We were divided by singing parts so i actually got to see the writer of Thief's wife Rahzel and Mate's fiance Koen as well as half the characters in that roleplay.  We also got free pizza, soda, and cookies so i can't complain.
   The real news is that the world hates me.  THE DAY AFTER I POST THIS, I SEE THIS VIDEO!!!
What thoughts do i have on this?  Well, mainly there's not a lot new except names and such.  However, i really like the lioness form of pyroar and i really like it.  Like i said in the last post, i'm loving the gender differences so i'll be sure to get a pride of pyroar!  Also, i like that the poodle's name is similar to frufru meaning fancy and elaborate.  I really LOVE some of those clothing designs for the avatars and can't WAIT to make myself a closet.  Maybe we'll actually need to visit home to change clothes?  Maybe we can get a home?  Otherwise how will we carry all our snazzy outfits?  (unless you subscribe to the "everything is in a pokeball" theory)  Finally, loving the baddie designs except...the guy........kinda scares me.  I don't know ut i really like the girls.  The sort of remind me of Team Galaxy in a way.  Can't wait to find out more about them.  Soooooo that's FINALLY it guys.  I'll maybe get the hopes post up on....Sunday?  We'll see!!  See you guys later!!!!  <3

P.S. In case you didn't know, i did update yesterday's X and Y post later in the night so do check back if you didn't see it!!

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Pokemon X and Y news Part 1: Section 3 (Updated)

    Read parts one and two first for more info!!  So, we are as of today, an exact month away from Pokemon X and Y and we have finally received our latest CoroCoro scans!!  I'll let the Jwittz explain.
       So what do i think?  Well let's start with the starters.  Chespin...what...what are you doing?  I mean...it's not awful let me say that and it's cute....in a WAY but really....its....bad.  Next up (sigh) is Fenniken....I had really high hopes for something epic but there is something about those legs and those derpy little arms that just...makes me sad.  Unless they do the witch motiff and really pull it off with pyschic fire, i'll have to go with Froakie and his pretty cool evolution.  Nothing mindblowing though sadly.  Of course, the Stage 1s are the teenagers and always are a bit....well...teenager like in that they are gangly and weird so we'll have to see.
Source and more info!!!
Next up is Mega Mewtwo X and boy am i happy.  I didn't hate the Y version but it worried me, but this boy is like BOOM!  I get this sort of knight feel to him and it really seems to fit him a bit better.  Next up is Mega Garchomp....is it just me or does he look like a chisel-chinned guy in a suit?  There's something about the shoulders and the way his teeth(?) on his chest look that make it...suit like.  It's ok.  I do like it but it is........disturbing.  Next up we have the white dog pokemon or basically, the poodle Pokemon.  I think it's really fitting for this gen's dog to be a poodle.  The design itself is a bit weird but i can't wait to see the potential haircuts!  Next up are the ADORABLE cat pokemon.  I LOVE when Pokemon have multiple gender differences as i think i mentioned in a previous post.  I really like the drastic difference and intend on catching both.  Next, we have my most favorite part--the fossils.  As i talked about recently, i have always wanted real Dinos in Pokemon.  Tropius and Cranados are great, but these two take the dino cake.  The first, the T-Rex, is exactly what we have been asking for since gen 1.  However, the real one i'm excited about is that ADORABLE little ice guy.  HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE HIM!?!?  He seems oddly reminiscent of the cuteness of Dratini and i truelly adore it, plus it's the first ice fossil (that i can think of) so that's really great!!!  I also am super excited about character customization which i've already discussed.  Plus, there's the new type list which is really interesting and i really love the allusion to myth in that steel/iron is deadly or painful to fairies so that made me very happy to hear they are keeping up with the idea.  This adds a bit for me to think about for my thoughts post and i'm really glad i waited for this last scan and all that so i'll try to get the fun X and Y stuff up soonish.

   That's it for today everyone!  Sorry it's so late, i had a paper and such.  Also, watching Powerpuff Girls and Johnny Bravo is suuuper counter productive.  For more of my Pokemon posts, check out this, this, and parts 1 and 2 of my life story.  If i've left out anything, feel free to message me or comment!  See you guys all tomorrow!!!  <3          

UPDATE : O and i forgot Team Flare!!!  Now, this does shoot down my hope that it could have some link to Team Rocket, however i am glad they have thier own personality that is very fitting to the French setting.  I can't wait to see what they're up to and am excited, however i dont know if they can trump Team Plasma 

UPDATE 2:  Also!!!  We finally get to see the evolution of Litleo, the amazing Pyroar!!  I definitely love this Pokemon but with all the fire types...i'll have to see what happens :(