Hey guys. I got in my first ever wreck today. I'm too shaken up about it to even do an Adventure with Lea post. Everyone turned out ok but I thought I should tell you guys that I am in sort of a crappy spot in life right now. I am so far hating 2 out of 4 classes--one because it is too slow and easy and the other because the teacher explains nothing and makes no sense. We actually had a snow day on Thursday which I intended to post about but I couldn't even do that because of how badly I'm feeling. Life is kind of hitting me hard if you couldn't guess from some recent posts. I have a few videos I want to upload that I'll have up by the end of the week and as of posts, I will try to get back on track, but I've recently had very little motivation to do much of anything.
I have also seen a huge decline in views recently and I worry that I'm not interesting or not posting enough. I want this blog to grow and blossom and make people happy, but I haven't seen that yet, so it's adding to my anxiety. I'll decide I want to post, make a deadline, and start to write, then lose the motivation and feel worse and worse about not writting it so I procrastinate more. I suggest reading this post by Allie Brosh for a perfect understanding of what I'm feeling.
But, I am still here. I'm still making my comic, even if it's hard for me to remember to do Holiday specials since I'm in a really cool arc. I'm still thinking of post ideas. I'm still trying to write. So please, bare with me a little longer until I can get my life back in order. Thank you <3